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Will this last foreverYour very fingertips forced the innocence to leak through my bones to the surface of my raw flesh.
It devoured its way into my veins, until it seeped through my bruised skin.
You robbed me of my dignity and my self worth.
I force myself into believing lies that gnaw at my hollow core.
Devouring the only ounce of love I have left.
You wouldn't understand if I told you it soothed my soul.
Deception has its ways of slithering into your perception
I locked my demons inside a long time ago.
The problem is I cant find the key.
I sit in my room, staring out the window as the tears from the sky disguise the ones in my eyes.
It's sad to thin
A letter to the Hopeful
It's not very easy.
To wake up knowing that he isn't coming back..
It's frustrating to say the least.
heart breaking in every way imaginable.
I miss him unbearably.
I was but a child the day his life was taken.
I have no memory prior to the one of him..
in his casket, cold, vacant, and blue.
God takes us in the most unimaginable ways possible sometimes.
I still fear irrational loss to this day.
I push the fears away.
They only come back, far less strong, too weak to fight.
You once said you wanted to know me;
Let you into my life are the words you spoke.
I was afraid, and I just couldn't do it.
I'm ready, well as ready as I'
Self PreservationLust and trust counteract.
You took what you can never give back.
Do you hold the innocence you've taken within your heart?
I've always wondered, do you worship it, and relive it like a sick twisted freak?
And I want to know, what possessed you to do such malicious things.
Were you hurt when you were little too, did you need attention you never thought you'd get?
I wanna know, were you trying to gain the power back, that someone took from you?
Never ending cycles seem to tear our world apart.
You could have ended it, and made yourself a better man.
You ravaged my body instead til you took everything out of me you wanted to belong to
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More